a lot of the stuff that i wrote makes me cringe now, four years is a very long time. but im really glad i wrote it, partly because it makes me happy that others were able to extract something from my crooked words, but mostly because it's a reminder of who i used to be, and who i wanted to be, and that's an important thing to reflect on
each wispy word and keystroke in my thoughts thread was meaningful to me, but today a lot of them mystify me. they hang in my mind like riddles and it forces me to consider the new and the old, and i like that
shame i won't get to meet you in asia, i'll be here a full year!