I seen your message and I hope everything gets better for you Cool Ivysaur :(, Really sucks to hear that, We done alot of trade the past few years, If you ever decide to come back to Pokemon/Smogon I will still have your BP's you asked for incase you want them when/if you ever return :)
There's a high chance that i will quit trading and smogon in general. Before and if that happens, everyone with credits in my thread or a pending trade, will get the pokemon we agreed on, one way or the other.
My apologies to everyone whom i have pending trades with.
Im currently dealing with a serious personal issue and pokemon haven't been in my priorities. I will contact everyone after the 3rd of January.