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Beers and Steers
This year has been super hard for me as a person. My wrestling this year has been quite lackluster despite the time, money, and effort I put into the offseason to make myself better. My grades have been dipping because of my responsibilities in Sports, Smogon, PS!, etc. I have been trying so hard to make people in my life happy while maintaining a good place of mind. I broke up with my girlfriend a day before valentines because I just didn't like her anymore. Her friends are harrassing me and it is starting to make me feel like shit. Not only this but she gave me an album of a Band I really like as a Valentine's day gift which made me feel like even more of a huge Douche. What really pushed me over the edge happened just recently. I lost a poll in the CAP forum by one spot to a user who I feel isn't on par with me nor is a good fit for the role. It made me feel like trash I actually debated whether or not I should abandon my role completely. I tried sharing my input on an important but while writing my post someone of higher rank basically stated everything I was going to say in my post. On top of all this I take the ACT in a week from tomorrow. Everything has just caused an extreme buildup of stress and I want it to stop. I just feel like absolute garbage.
Usually when I feel like trash I listen to some of my favorite bands such as Star Set, Nirvana, Ninja Sex Party, The Smashing Pumpkins, or Post Malone. One of my favorite things to do is turn on my subwoofers in my vehicle and listen and feel the speakers bump. This is the my usual favorite when I bump them.
What I want to know is what you guys do when you feel the lowest of lows. I don't care if you eat, log on to Smogon/ PS!, etc. I just want to know what you do. Please keep in mind though that I want this to be serious if you are going to give an answer please explain why it works for you. I want to thank you for listening to bitch about my life currently so feel free to bitch about yours as well!
Usually when I feel like trash I listen to some of my favorite bands such as Star Set, Nirvana, Ninja Sex Party, The Smashing Pumpkins, or Post Malone. One of my favorite things to do is turn on my subwoofers in my vehicle and listen and feel the speakers bump. This is the my usual favorite when I bump them.
What I want to know is what you guys do when you feel the lowest of lows. I don't care if you eat, log on to Smogon/ PS!, etc. I just want to know what you do. Please keep in mind though that I want this to be serious if you are going to give an answer please explain why it works for you. I want to thank you for listening to bitch about my life currently so feel free to bitch about yours as well!
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