I also fear my own nerdiness sometimes. there are already only around 5 girls I know who actually talk to me (2 on a regular basis) and a lot of my nerdy habits have yet to be revealed to the public (i.e. smogon). it makes me pretty depressed pretty often; I've never had a girlfriend and I'm much too timid and stupid to actually place myself in the real world and get one. even on smogon it's apparent that I'm socially inept to a near-irreparable level. even though people always talk about how smart I am, it seems to me like it's almost pointless since I spend all my time alone studying and I don't really have many friends. so yeah, I'm half-depressed basically.
never have I had truly long hair, but as long as it gets it annoys me a lot. especially because I have terrible dandruff that compounds with hair length.
I would be devastated to lose my dog. I've had her since I was 6 years old and she's precious to me. she really is a lot like a family member to me. actually she recently injured her leg/back (pretty severely I might add) and I feared she wouldn't recover, but fortunately she did after a shitload of prednisone.
checked out 4chan once...not a good place for anyone with marginal intelligence was the impression I got.
this is pretty fun, gotta say.
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