like the "real life" thread, i assure you that it can be interesting enough on its own to just read other people's experiences. and i hold that other people feel the same. why not let people post and see if discussion arises rather than assuming there won't be? i really do not think gabe intended to puff himself up; he was just taking initiative to post. what would you rather, a 73-post circlejerk thread filled with terrible one-liners and shopped batman comics?
edit: yeah i guess i was just impressed he would make all that up, since i couldn't find it on google
assuming this is true (i'm really sorry as well, that's just awful) and uh i guess this was post elena and the time you like fought a fucking deer in the woods and your dick was pulsating out of your body. but anyway, if that's true, your asexuality is an interesting phenomenon -- the emotional impact of his loss was really strong enough to damp down any even unconscious sexual impulses?i don't believe in any god, but i suppose i took it as an omen from my dear friend that my life was not yet ready to be ended, that i had some sort of purpose. i have found little direction with my life after that experience, and i find myself almost entirely asexual after. sex does not appeal to me. it only brings to the surface what i tie to a stone and throw into the river.
edit: yeah i guess i was just impressed he would make all that up, since i couldn't find it on google