lost to carloo, ggs
a quick note:
i haven't had fun with this game in a very long time. and you would think, knowing me, after a loss like this i would just up and quit for 2 weeks again until the next tour comes around. but i have to say, that isn't the plan this time...
i'll restate it, i haven't had any enjoyment of playing this game since i lost to mcm in 2015, and that is a damned long time ago. as a result, my skills have been slipping (see: wcop / olt / uu + lc of this series) and i really haven't made any effort to turn that around. i stopped uploading on youtube, and all of the other stuff that i used to do on smogon frequently. my anger towards this game (and people) also grew higher, especially when i get lucked.
but i have to say, starting with PU i felt something different. i felt like i actually wanted to play the rest of the game out instead of just clicking the next move. instead of just setting up on what is in front of me, i actually thought about what i was going to do in the next 5, 10, whatever turns for the first time in quite awhile. aside from the ignorance of calcs in nu, i think those games actually turned out rather well for me.
i don't know, maybe i'm just finally delirious from playing for so long, but i have to say, that was an actually good series and i don't care that i lost, because i think i might have won back something much bigger.
thanks to:
teal6
bouff
fv
ict
evan
rozes
pearl
starmaster
teddehh
shake
pocl milotics jaja
and everybody else who i stole teams from this open, tested with me, and had a few laughs as my idiocy and ignorance of the tier along the way.
i guess this means....see you in spl?