About my failed suicide attempt and clearing up why ppl think I'm dead (Monte)

[Joim]

Yeah, he is permanently banned, my bad.

 

[Imperator Romanum]

i missed this, because I never knew monte. I hope you're okay. as somebody who's in the om room 8 hours a day... well, you get to know things. you hear stuff you know? and i've successfully kept it all private so that's good, but you'd be surprised how many people around you in the room are on the rocks, try to be nice to all people around you, projection might be the reason for any misdoings.

this is the best community i've ever been apart off. I don't know if it's pokemon being a relatively quite game, you know? I've played first person shooters and minecraft, and it's a fast paced game. It gets to me, as a person with extreme anger issues, who's always afraid of... well, blowing up. I used to do MMA, but I had to quit because I'm afraid of what I can do if I were to blow up in the wrong place. I'm afraid of myself, sorta. I'm sorry if this is super crime-worthy, and i know it's late but I just got the news. And the point I'm trying to make is... I love the community. I have never been apart of such a supportive and welcoming community, I have never experience true rage here, and I really, really enjoy it.

thank you to all of those who make me cope, I wish you the best of luck monte on a recovery, though you're probably better now.

thanks to all the following for keeping me calm and happy.

Zangooser
The Immortal
imas234
Snaquaza
eviolite goomy
Dr. Phd. BJ
Ransei
flint
E4 Flint
InfernapeTropius11
manu 11
Eevee General
Peef Rimgar
Lcass4919
SpartanMalice
unfixable
Uselesscrab
LaxLapras
Betathunder
Quantum Tesseract
Kingslayer2779
MAMP
OM room
Rumplestiltskin
nv
Tys
Chopin Alkaninoff
Funbot28
xJownage
Akumeoy
Ghoul King
thesecondbest (where you been dude?)
@ I like donkeys (can't find your username?)
aesf
G-Luke
motherlove

that's all I remember, it might seem like I'm tagging everyone... but... well, you all mean a lot to me and help me. You all deserve happiness, forever and ever. You are a human, with a life on your own and you deserve happiness throughout life, I hope your day brightens up. And may you blossom and thrive in a world so beautiful and gruesome, let happiness conquer.