[Takes hits in Spanish]
It'd be quite irresponsable of my part saying that considering I'm not someone who knows a lot about mental health, but experiencing emotions in this way could be a symptom of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), has a psychologist diagnosed you? It's a quite common personality disorder and it has treatment.Either way, I'm having extremely mixed feelings about this despite how unimportant it should be in my mind. I'm getting senses of anger and depression, with ranges of thoughts between wanting to punch something or somebody, start trolling, cry, and even commit suicide.
Again, I'm not a psychologist or something similar, that comment just came from my quite narrow point of view about mental health.