Hey you were hardly that bad, you're making it sound like you were paedophile Hitler made out of dicks.
Banter's yknow, part of playing a game. Like I will happily say I'm the best at Pokémon in the world and will slide all over the keyboard and pretend to rage when I'm losing but obviously it's all in good humour and makes it more fun for everyone. I mean, nothing competitive is fun when there's no passion behind it. It's just kind of awkward and lame. Well, I say pretend to rage, I am usually like frowning at the computer and getting annoyed at how I didn't win lol.
So while there probably are a lot of people who think Pokébravado is always deadly serious, if you fall into that camp you are a dumbass and should pick up some people skills. I mean obviously some people are full-on serious when they do it, and they're really retarded, but the point still stands. Like with myself for example, if anyone actually believes me to be the dumbass I act like, I will be disappointed. And yes, I am fully aware of how that statement provokes jibes from the likes of the lovely Kinneas. I do that kind of thing on purpose, by the way, because it's pretty amusing. But yeah learn to read between the lines and stuff, guys, it's yknow part of life.
And don't be beating yourself up too much JRank lol, don't worry it's only folly of youth. I've done quite a lot of dumber things in my time, a lot of them while I've been older than you. And not even due to alcohol in the most part. Although most of the stuff involving black guys, toy tigers, deaf people etc was while I was younger than you. I won't deny it though, this thread is so overly dramatic it's pretty damn funny. Not in a bad way mind lol it's just really cute.
Just consider your forays into the Pokémon community as being kind of character development in making you a stronger, wiser person.