Nah it makes me honest, I didn't play to the best of my ability I am aware, but I've still not done anything very scummy imo like samoy has, I've just not obvtowned. Rn samoy despite being scummy is getting away with it because he's dodging the thread and not being given attention, he's ghosting the game to victory essentially.When you have to concede this, it's not something that makes you look good.