I have a lot of dreams, I'm not expecting many, if any, to come to fruition, but fucked if I don't try. I want to go to university and become a successful virologist. I want to rise above my fucked up eyes and cure ebola [lol touching story for the tabloid newspaper xD]. I want to become happy naturally again, fuck prozac. I want to go to the moon. I want to go skydiving; I'm a huge adrenaline junkie. I want to work as a gay rights/women's rights/animal rights activist, in particular for abortion. I want to turn thirty with five cats for company, sustained by books. I want to travel europe. I want to learn to ride a bicycle, fuck public transport i'll ride. I want to go in a hot air balloon [around the world!!]. I want a lot of things. I want to see my mom healthy again; I want to be competent enough to look after her if I ever have to.
I want to become a confident person. It's in my nature to be shy but I want to be able to use the phone and go outside in the day. I'll do a postgrad degree, as many as I can afford and handle, even though they're expensive, because learning is one of the most important things to me, book learning and practical learning. I want to get a really mysterious hobby that makes people wonder what the fuck I'/m up to when I'm on top of the roof at night with odd implements. I want to become fluent in Japanese [on my way there], German, and maybe Hungarian or something. I want to read so many books, old and new, and make them part of me. I want to take in lost and abandoned animals; I want to live to see more discoveries about dark matter, viruses, and quarks; I want to work for the World Health Organisation,. I want to get lost in some strange city overseas, meet someone really, really mysterious, and write letters to them [letters, not emails], even though no one can read my handwriting. I want to be a professor of literature. I don't want kids; I want as many animals as I can possibly take care of without neglecting.
one day i'll be a successful person; define that as you will.
