SSFM
Banned deucer.
Sup, I'm monte, I'm unfortunately on an alternate account because my main account is glitchy and is really slow (if you guys think I'm making this up honestly I can give you guys the password, it's not pretty).
So yeah, people think I'm dead, its probably due to a reddit thread by my friend, and a video. I want to tell you guys that I just had a failed suicide attempt. So don't worry I'm not dead lol. The video I uploaded was a scheduled video since I assumed the suicide would work out, it didn't, but I didn't cancel the video upload due to me getting hospitalized then going to a therapist.
Considering I'm currently banned from the forums (yeah I think so at least) I think I should be banned like 2 weeks after this thread or however long it takes to answer questions about my failed suicide.
Sorry for not telling you guys sooner, I forgot smogon existed not even kidding. Way too busy with therapy, work and even just other games to remember about this place unfortunately.
Depression isn't a joke, take it from me, still kind of struggling with me but I'm getting help, if you're thinking of commiting suicide, please take the time and effort to call
1-800-273-TALK(8255) if you're having troubles now that I had and have of depression. Killing yourself isn't the way to go. Please get help.
thats all, thanks for readin buds-
a much more chill Monte
So yeah, people think I'm dead, its probably due to a reddit thread by my friend, and a video. I want to tell you guys that I just had a failed suicide attempt. So don't worry I'm not dead lol. The video I uploaded was a scheduled video since I assumed the suicide would work out, it didn't, but I didn't cancel the video upload due to me getting hospitalized then going to a therapist.
Considering I'm currently banned from the forums (yeah I think so at least) I think I should be banned like 2 weeks after this thread or however long it takes to answer questions about my failed suicide.
Sorry for not telling you guys sooner, I forgot smogon existed not even kidding. Way too busy with therapy, work and even just other games to remember about this place unfortunately.
Depression isn't a joke, take it from me, still kind of struggling with me but I'm getting help, if you're thinking of commiting suicide, please take the time and effort to call
1-800-273-TALK(8255) if you're having troubles now that I had and have of depression. Killing yourself isn't the way to go. Please get help.
thats all, thanks for readin buds-
a much more chill Monte