About my failed suicide attempt and clearing up why ppl think I'm dead (Monte)

[SSFM]

Sup, I'm monte, I'm unfortunately on an alternate account because my main account is glitchy and is really slow (if you guys think I'm making this up honestly I can give you guys the password, it's not pretty).

So yeah, people think I'm dead, its probably due to a reddit thread by my friend, and a video. I want to tell you guys that I just had a failed suicide attempt. So don't worry I'm not dead lol. The video I uploaded was a scheduled video since I assumed the suicide would work out, it didn't, but I didn't cancel the video upload due to me getting hospitalized then going to a therapist.

Considering I'm currently banned from the forums (yeah I think so at least) I think I should be banned like 2 weeks after this thread or however long it takes to answer questions about my failed suicide.

Sorry for not telling you guys sooner, I forgot smogon existed not even kidding. Way too busy with therapy, work and even just other games to remember about this place unfortunately.

Depression isn't a joke, take it from me, still kind of struggling with me but I'm getting help, if you're thinking of commiting suicide, please take the time and effort to call
1-800-273-TALK(8255) if you're having troubles now that I had and have of depression. Killing yourself isn't the way to go. Please get help.

thats all, thanks for readin buds-
a much more chill Monte

 

[Stratos]

well assuming this is real im glad ur not dead

 

[SteelEdges]

Your mental health is far more important than anything online.

 

[antemortem]

the IPs match, seems legit

glad you were taking care of yourself =)

 

[dhelmise]

Glad you're okay :)

E: This is the one exception to me posting on firebot lol

 

[feen]

Welcome back. You're unbanned on the forums btw. Also, if you need any help from me, feel free to ask.

 

[Joim]

I'm glad that you're not dead and that you've realised it is not the answer.
You can now freely use your account back with normality if you wish, just contact me and I'll get rid of this one.

Anyway, if you decide to just go away, which is understandable, best of luck IRL.

 

[Akashi]

WELCOME BACK <333333 ;;

 

[8-BIT Luster]

Welcome back man
Glad you aren't dead
I dont even know you like that but im glad you realized it isnt the answer and that you're getting help

 

[Uselesscrab]

Very happy to hear you're okay.

(This is pretty irrelevant, but the problems with your main account, by the way, sound like leftover symptoms of discouragement.)

 

[DEG]

Glad you're alive friend and realized that suicide isn't the answer.

 

[chimpact]

You're awesome dude, glad to see you're doing better

 

[Layell]

I'm not sure if you saw that thread we made when we found out, a lot of us felt for you man. Glad you're doing much better, life isn't always easy but it's worth living.

 

[Arcticblast]

:D

 

[Raymond Quaza]

Welcome back Monte :)
I'm just glad to hear that you're doing better.

 

[Cheryl.]

Damn son, glad you're alive. Suicide is not the way to go (Looking at you Azelf)
I also suffer from depression, so I know how you feel.

 

[Disaster Area]

Welcome back friend!

 

[Pastelle]

I'm glad to hear you're okay :]

 

[Engiineer]

glad you're doing well man
:U

 

[Ohmachi]

now that your among the living again seize the day, live life to the fullest! Take the time to find something your passionate about then do it. What makes people happy is human interaction and working towards a goal. In the words of shilabouff "Just do it! Make your dreams come true!"

 

[don't lose]

Damn man, glad you're alright! Depression is no joke.

 

[canno]

Oh my god I'm so happy to see that you're not dead!

Welcome back, old friend :)

 

[AWailOfATail]

:]

 

[michaeloche]

Good to see you're still around and, more importantly, getting help.

 

[OLD GREGG (im back baby)]

This is good news, don't take your second chance for granted. Not many get a second chance at life.