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It was an extremely vague statement designed to bring subconscious guilt to the conscious mind and cause an apology if there was guilt deep down inside.
Basically, it only amplified existing guilt. But if you didn't think you did anything wrong then you weren't affected because you didn't have any guilt.
Which sentence was supposed to amplify the guilt i supposedly had. Unless you deleted it which is perfectly understandably except i went to sleep and didn't see any of this until just then