because what if, when i taste it, i get hooked? what if i find that instant coffee perfection has been attained and it's in the form of a limited edition? it is fleeting, ephemeral, by design; when it's gone, it is gone. i will be forever chasing the dragon that was douwe egberts pure indulgence. there will be a void in my soul where douwe egberts pure indulgence used to be. it'd be just like walkers bbq rib crisps all over again, except nothing like walkers bbq rib because they brought those back not long ago. i'm sure there's a better example. anyway tl;dr this coffee might be so good it'd break my heart to see it go and that fate scares me

