*Again.*
I'm just gonna go to bed freaking early. Because what's the point of like, coming here, when you try to like, have a simple conversation, then all you get is just "leave me be, I'm trying to make an RMT," then a minute later. You come back, and you see that they're not making an RMT, they just want to ignore you, and don't fucking care about you. I'll say it again. I feel like I'm in a freaking prison, where I can do fucking anything, I can't express my feelings, I can't even RP, I can't even do fucking ANYTHING! I'm like in North Korea, or back in freaking Soviet Russia or shit.
All it is in this place. Competitiveness. That's it. I think I just told this like a million times, but, seeing how I had to deal with this tonight, yeah, it is. T_T No happiness, no cheerfulness, nothing. Nothing here is just freaking exciting. Just get fucking shut off, and stuff. Just like when I'm trying to express my feelings to my freaking dad. You know, this is the perfect place for him. Because seeing how he doesn't like my feelings, I guess he can like, make an account here. I can clearly see that.
T_T *sighs.* Yeah, I sighed. Who cares, okay? Who cares? Alright? Seeing how everyone Including Ciel just cares about RMTs and their own friends, I guess you don't. Again, all I can do, is just rant about why I just get shut off. My god, I wish I wasn't banned from Serebii. Now, I'm suffering here. Getting stabbed in the heart like a knife cutting through my flesh. Another cheesy VM. I know. Meh, all I can do now, go off and just, cry in pain. Good-night and farewell.
~I'm sorry, Ceil..........................truly I am.
T_T I am no competitor, I'm just a failure at this site, and apparently, I failed at life. Again, I'm sorry, dear...