Hey I'm still around, I'm just really experiencing a temporary aversion to scrambling at the moment. It's just a lot of stress (due to the workload of maintaining my award nomination post and making those goddamn video updates) that I just don't feel up to managing right now. I think that I might just abandon the video update format, just so I actually start putting updates out again. That 3 hours of editing makes it really tough for me to convince myself to go through with making each video, which leads to indefinite procrastination and... yeah.