PiplupFlower

Recently diagnosed with PCOS/Endometriosis but trying to push forward everyday.

I have chronic pain everyday, fatigue, undiagnosed hidden disability, I stuggle everyday. I try my best everyday, somedays I am so tired even more so if I push myself.

Lime, I can't message you but I send my best to you all, rest in peace Angel!

I was in a very abusive relationship, if only you knew what I went through, if only you could see how different things are.

I'm glad you don't hate me.

I was going through a bad time and had a moment where I thought of you but then remembered how blunt you'd be towards me when trying to record cute videos and how your mum made me clean the entire house and was not nice to me behind your back.

I'll respect your wishes and won't message you but you know how to reach me.

I don't think you ever will, though, I hope one day we can talk properly.

I'll be so nervous if that ever happened.

If I didn't have music through my headphones, I'm not sure if I would of been able to do it.

I forgive you, I hope you forgive me.

I hope you're doing okay, I truly do.

PiplupFlower

Part two.

We spoke about a month or so ago, I was happy when you had messaged back, it had been years.

I know things didn't end well but we're both stronger now and we spoke to have things end on a better note.

Part one.

In case you ever read this, I doubt it but just incase.

Yesterday I collected some bits from a lady, it said your address was further away on google maps but it was closer than what I thought.

Their place was literally around the corner.

I know you said to move on but a part of me will still care deep down.