Interesting. You wanted it more than anything when you first entered Dark Pulse's trials, and suddenly you had to take a leap of faith, and you didn't just flinch, you ran away screaming. I'm sure that's probably a factor in the daily bullshit I am now forced to handle since then, but that's a discussion for some other time.
As I have said in TRC already, find something useful to do as opposed to blaming me for problems you started. I believe there remains a negotiation thread in the Rebel Alliance. Why don't you go ahead and come up with that list. I will end this one way or the other, but I doubt you'd like the alternative, and it'd be a long campaign anyway, so it's better I try this approach first.