hi friends, welcome to my dilemma.
my girlfriend and i. been going out for approximately a month and a half etc and honestly, i've come to conclude that she's one of the most pure-hearted and straight-forward chick si've ever encountered in my fucking life. It's like me dating that blissey pokemon all over again. But that's aside from the point; some background information:
We met over the telephone through a schoolmate of mine who, luckily for him, tends to have the magic touch of randomly hooking people of all sorts up. Heh what a guy. It was a 4-way convo. My gf, schoolmate, his gf/matey/hoe/trick who's supposedly my gf's cousin and myself. The whole "hey im x you're y nice to meet you" bangarang didn't consume much time surprisingly. Of course, being your typical horny male i lied about my age stating i was 2 years older than i actually am. I'm 17. Luckily for me my dishonesty was right on target as she was also 19 years of age. I was relieved........for the moment.
After minutes of woo-talk and me earning plus points after pretty much every line of speech i uttered, her much impressed cousin suggested that she take my number. She did resist to ask for a while, but of course, my modesty line of "you don't have to be forced to do things you're not necessarily comfortable with you know" pretty much hit the nail on the head heh. I chuckled, she chuckled. I thought...."ez, but different." The 4 way connection split up in 2s after a moment and we familiarized ourselves with each other over hours and hours of somewhat spontaneous conversation. I was mildly entertained, but i spat out a shy "hehe" every now and then nonetheless. The deal was sealed after a week or so; she was mine.
Ok long story short, we've been together since then making it 1 and a half months, she still thinks i'm 19, go to college, as well as other lies that bridged from me lying about my age etc. As a brief note, this relationship is no joke. I'm head over heels about this chick and i'm positive she feels the same about me. We've been through so much over such a short time. We've said our "I Love You"s so much in such a narrow time span to the point where it's almost lost its meaning now.
However......
it was all based on a lie
I spilled my actual age to her over the phone as she's a few hundred miles away at the moment and her reaction was not necessarily one to be fond of. Even though she claims she still loves me just as much as she dide before, to her it'd be better if i actually cheated on her than what do what i did. She asks me for feedback on the whole situation, bu ti just dont know what to say. She asks what i could possibly do/say to make her feel better, yet again i'm speechless. I'm feeling so awkward and i know she's feeling even worse than i am. Guys, help me.
Am i fucked? ;\
my girlfriend and i. been going out for approximately a month and a half etc and honestly, i've come to conclude that she's one of the most pure-hearted and straight-forward chick si've ever encountered in my fucking life. It's like me dating that blissey pokemon all over again. But that's aside from the point; some background information:
We met over the telephone through a schoolmate of mine who, luckily for him, tends to have the magic touch of randomly hooking people of all sorts up. Heh what a guy. It was a 4-way convo. My gf, schoolmate, his gf/matey/hoe/trick who's supposedly my gf's cousin and myself. The whole "hey im x you're y nice to meet you" bangarang didn't consume much time surprisingly. Of course, being your typical horny male i lied about my age stating i was 2 years older than i actually am. I'm 17. Luckily for me my dishonesty was right on target as she was also 19 years of age. I was relieved........for the moment.
After minutes of woo-talk and me earning plus points after pretty much every line of speech i uttered, her much impressed cousin suggested that she take my number. She did resist to ask for a while, but of course, my modesty line of "you don't have to be forced to do things you're not necessarily comfortable with you know" pretty much hit the nail on the head heh. I chuckled, she chuckled. I thought...."ez, but different." The 4 way connection split up in 2s after a moment and we familiarized ourselves with each other over hours and hours of somewhat spontaneous conversation. I was mildly entertained, but i spat out a shy "hehe" every now and then nonetheless. The deal was sealed after a week or so; she was mine.
Ok long story short, we've been together since then making it 1 and a half months, she still thinks i'm 19, go to college, as well as other lies that bridged from me lying about my age etc. As a brief note, this relationship is no joke. I'm head over heels about this chick and i'm positive she feels the same about me. We've been through so much over such a short time. We've said our "I Love You"s so much in such a narrow time span to the point where it's almost lost its meaning now.
However......
it was all based on a lie
I spilled my actual age to her over the phone as she's a few hundred miles away at the moment and her reaction was not necessarily one to be fond of. Even though she claims she still loves me just as much as she dide before, to her it'd be better if i actually cheated on her than what do what i did. She asks me for feedback on the whole situation, bu ti just dont know what to say. She asks what i could possibly do/say to make her feel better, yet again i'm speechless. I'm feeling so awkward and i know she's feeling even worse than i am. Guys, help me.
Am i fucked? ;\
