Antidepressants? Oh god. I had fantasies about a massacre at my college when I was on citalopram - because gun control is so stringent here I couldn't get one (nor did I make an effort to), but I can definitely see how that happened. In my case I was suffering from PTSD as a result of rape and some rather charming gentlemen behind me in several of my classes made continual rape jokes, one of whom progressed to boasting he'd fucked (i.e. raped) an unconcious girl at a party, had filmed it, and would show his friends in some of the classes. I genuinely thought the world would be much better off without these people - and our legal system is so terrible in matters of sexual violence I know there was no legal recourse these people could be punished with. I thought a lot about how I'd do it - but decided not to on the grounds I wasn't sure I could have killed myself before the police arrived, I'd have to have used a knife. Would I ever have actually done it or was it just some dark messed up fantasy I dwelt on too much? Dunno. Very, very likely the latter - I've never reached the stage of nihilism required to perform such an act.
Whilst I cannot bring myself to sympathise with this guy's mental state and actions at all - I cannot personally understand how not having a girlfriend gave him the wish to kill women (though from a feminist perspective I can certainly understand the sense of entitlement and subsequent frustration at being rejected, but I shan't go off into a feminist polemic about this one). What I do get is (even if I can't accept or work through the reasoning) the terrible sense of frustration, hatred, nihilism and sadistic despair that he was feeling.
Oh, and by the way, after I'd come off the citalopram, these thoughts stopped, though the behaviour of the men in question only escalated. I can't be bothered to dig up links - have just woken up - but I believe a lot of the school shooters have been on SSRI medication.
Do I blame this medication? No, of course not. But you give a disaffected teenager with access to a gun and a history of mental health problems a substance that makes them feel completely disassociated from the world, and that is not a Good Thing.
Whilst I cannot bring myself to sympathise with this guy's mental state and actions at all - I cannot personally understand how not having a girlfriend gave him the wish to kill women (though from a feminist perspective I can certainly understand the sense of entitlement and subsequent frustration at being rejected, but I shan't go off into a feminist polemic about this one). What I do get is (even if I can't accept or work through the reasoning) the terrible sense of frustration, hatred, nihilism and sadistic despair that he was feeling.
Oh, and by the way, after I'd come off the citalopram, these thoughts stopped, though the behaviour of the men in question only escalated. I can't be bothered to dig up links - have just woken up - but I believe a lot of the school shooters have been on SSRI medication.
Do I blame this medication? No, of course not. But you give a disaffected teenager with access to a gun and a history of mental health problems a substance that makes them feel completely disassociated from the world, and that is not a Good Thing.