Echo, that's pretty cool you decided to stop. I thought I was going crazy when I started getting frustrated with the cooking...telling the mushrooms to slow down and screaming at the onions to hurry up and go brown ARGH. and then my mum came in the kitchen and is all happy and "HI WHAT YOU COOKING?" at which point I just screamed and went upstairs to put an angry sticker on my wall chart.
Daniel, brother, I know exactly what you mean by the wrong contacts at the wrong time. I know a lot of people in my area, and a lot of them smoke/deal a bit of weed. Obviously when partys and shit come round, people don't just want to smoke a spliff [I've never done anything other than skunk, which is pretty potent over here lol], so all my mates end up getting coked off their faces. I don't know if you've ever been the only one not doing coke at a party, but it fucking sucks.
I thought to myself, "What am I doing here" and that was pretty much the point when I thought I wanted to clean up my life.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to completely stop smoking weed yet, but I've really cut down [I used to smoke like a 10bit [which is supposed to be like 1.8g, but you always get scammed] every couple of days with pretty much all my wages] and haven't even bought any bud for about a month now. Ideally I would like to stop though, and I hope to by christmas/new years-ish. If you wanna talk anytime, lemme know yah?
Tonight was good though, had a FAT skate down at some local warehouse..ripped that shit up and didn't even think about smoking :D