Played more soloq, had some really dumb games where dudes like don't even hide they're throwing when the composition doesn't go their way, some games where people throw hackusations (it's asia/korea so it's more common here). Then had some really close games etc.
It's really annoying when there's teammates and stuff who question every single thing you do even though they don't know any better, question the composition, question anything but themselves, and blame the dps for whatever. Poor dps players getting all dem blame even if they were decent. Had this lucio complaining that he's a dps main and he's getting gold elims etc. And I'm like Zen and have even more healing than him despite not having a fat transcendence lmao. He fed a lot tbh, but people don't know anything so 9.9 hahaha. Worst game I had was Eichenwalde like we can't even push A choke when they had Mei Torb Sym. Like lol, that setup is instantly a steamroll set up. Ofc the throw hog (like he ulted the air and stuff) did nothing but feed Molten Core. It just brings back my strong disdain for soloq hogs they are the worst. By the time I got 1 sound barrier the torb had like 3 molten cores lol. I do think hogs are worse than junkrat in soloq just due to the screw up potential, haha. Good hogs are a different matter but yeaaaaaaa most hogs are really ??? questionable.
I try my best to untilt my own team, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. People seem really hung up on composition and the results. They don't see that some pushes are meant to fail, and will fail unless conditions are met. And shush I think I lost more games where people got annoyed when I picked zen than those who rolled with it lols. Still have highest win rate on lucio even though I dislike playing him so much because he isn't really that good at healing despite having the highest heal number usually, and he can't triage outside of sound barrier. But Lucio is so influential and swings games better than Zen :S Whatever I had fun booping people off the map (woo!) and saving Ana and stuff. It's nice when boop actually saves people. Zen is more engaging though, I don't even care if he's harder to play. The only time I ever die to Genji/Tracer are when I'm reloading or for some reason people double dive me and McCree wonders off. Speaking of McCree lmao it's really annoying when I kill Pharah more as Zen than McCree ever does >_> I sometimes wonder if I should keep McCree alive or like some other dude alive when the situation rises. Impressions matter guys!! The support can choose to save the other dude on impression xD ahaha.
I think the funnest game was Volks when we ran some really awkward composition, like really awkward. I think it was Pharah Mercy Zen Rein Zarya Genji? Some switches here and there idk but lmao. We attacked with like 4.30 left and we thought we did fine, like idk how we failed A push so hard but just rofl stomped B. I did land a fat Trans to cap A though. Then when the enemy attacked they had 6.30 left xD We fell so flat ahahaa. I think we ran something more normal on our next attack? I think it was Winston/Hog Rein Pharah Lucio Ana Genji/McCree something like that ?? Anyhow, idk how but I performed pretty well as Ana, like better than usual but not the peak. Slept people here and there, oh and the hog missed a hook on the sleeping Junkrat xD!! I'm like lmao thankfully no one saw that but me ahahaha. We capped A in overtime. Had 6.30 left to defend B points for a draw. Our defense on A got demolished once again rofl and I'm last to die as Ana, though usually Ana should be first if the opponent is good (they aren't really but w/e haha). I think I slept like 2 people during that defense but it cratered so w/e. Defending B was so intense rofl. Tracer so annoying trying to Pulse Bomb me all the time >:| Oh gosh I managed to nano blossom the reaper at a super weird angle and died but it blocked the point and I swapped to Tracer myself cos I thought we needed to drag it already xD Turns out I had to swap back. A whole lot of back and forth. Rein v Rein was interesting to watch to say the least. Also Ana vs Ana who could heal block who could sleep. We did defend it with 2/3rds conceded and drawed. But hey I think everyone had a lot of fun and were really happy with the outcome haha. Ana is so ridiculously good and fun.
Would be nice to see more appreciation for Zen though! I really dislike the heavy influence the 'meta' has though. Most people can't even play at the level required to play the meta and they still try to emulate it even though other strategies are better suited for them. Zen seems really teammate dependent for them to not die even if you murder everything yourself. Like triple gold Zen is pointless when somehow your team dies so fast ;o; Lucio/Ana seems like the only way people don't die as quickly.
And I fulfilled my dream of playing Sym on comp!!! It was a throwaway game, we couldn't even breach A Hanamura lols. Someone picked Sym on defense so I offered to do that instead since there was alr and Ana and I don't feel like tanking. Plus Hanamura is a p good Sym map. Got tele but D:< Genji has to come in and kill it and sym is so thin she cant even bodyblock rip. Also Genji attacked from the most dumb angle because he literally had to walk past every teammate to do that. (ofc he did.) I usually don't guard that particular angle with turrets because a) no one should really get to there b) you can't actually turret them to death there. Was referring to the upper left room btw. I literally put my face into his and :( rip tele. buff sym so she becomes fatter ahahaha.
Anyway, first time ever did my win rate tank so much to below 60%. Cry. But w/e it's for the experience. I hope it doesn't affect my S3 placements cos that would be really annoying. It was quite the experience seeing how people at this rank play soloq. Oh and I got like the same few teammates consecutively for a few games ? Also pity DPS players, thank gosh I'm just a lowly support that no one notices hehe. But I must say, it's really annoying to have to play to a certain way to not tilt teammates in soloq. I find myself purposefully doing some inefficient and bad things just to not look like a dick even though the chances of winning while looking like one is higher. Z_Z I miss partyq haha. Have faith man!! !_!
To end off, yea I did drop back down to plat but w/evs!! It's annoying but variance is high when I don't play that many games. Only way to go up is to grind more games which I don't have the time to do that many !