I mean I agree I could spin a town narrative on pretty much anything I do after the fact as scum, it’s why I tend not to go into detailed defence of myself in general because it’s kinda meaningless but it feels necessary with this specific line of argument lol. I think spinning that town narrative essentially live / while it’s happening, especially when doing something that is a pretty bad play (Rostam was a dead man walking, not full sending a bus on that is open wolfing at best for super small gain) is both a skill I have much less, and also something I would just not do as mafia lol. I have no qualms bussing a teammate, never have and never will, and your case on my mentality is that I got dispirited because I couldn’t be flashy and bus my teammate… but I could have done? I just didn’t; because they’re not my teammate lol.