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If she's a sister ---> wait and she'll get over it
If she's a friend ---> keep apologizing until she forgives you
Simple as that. Sure, she might not accept your initial apology, but that doesn't mean she won't accept future apologies. And at least you won't be able to blame yourself for not trying to get her back.
Or, you can try to fix the problem you've caused. I don't know what you did; but I'm sure if you tried to fix it things would get better.
But above all- don't wallow in your own sorrow, feigning insanity in order to fish for pity in a salt lake. You're not going to catch anything because there isn't anything except your own tears there. I don't mean to offend but you're only making yourself look like an asshole that can't control his own emotions. I know you're not that kind of person.
Besides, if she's a real sister, she'll forgive you, because that's what siblings are supposed to do. If she's a friend, try hard but if she's causing you this much pain it's obviously not worth it.
Come on man show her you care don't make her look for it
From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were—I have not seen
As others saw—I could not bring
My passions from a common spring—
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow—I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone—
And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone—
Then—in my childhood—in the dawn
Of a most stormy life—was drawn
From ev’ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still—
From the torrent, or the fountain—
From the red cliff of the mountain—
From the sun that ’round me roll’d
In its autumn tint of gold—
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass’d me flying by—
From the thunder, and the storm—
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view—
Oh look. That name again. -_-
Dr.Ciel. GOOD LORD, THE NAME IS EVERYWHERE! Right now, I'm having a god-damn flashback...T_T Good god, I am going insane...
Fuck. There goes that name again. Dr.Ciel. Popping in everywhere...
xO! Urgh, my fucking god. I'M LOSING IT! T_T I'M ABOUT TO DO SOMETHING ELSE IN A MINUTE...Oh my god....
you say your there for me
but when I really open up to you , you just don’t want to see
you act like you care
but when I have these thoughts and break downs I ring and your never there
you don’t know what It’s like, to want to die
take the rope, f**k life and hold on tight
when I tell you I want to die, it’s no word of a lie
its all building up, I’m weak, I just want to surrender the fight
I can’t sleep at night, can’t sleep anymore
my constant pain, my constant heart sore
all the thoughts of death, I have and suicide
I tell you about them, why do you expect me to hide
I thought you were the one I could turn to when it got to much
well you could of fooled me, my feelings you don’t want to touch
I will just stay away, I get it, crystal clear
but one day suicide will take over, then maybe you will realize my fear
its ok, I get it, its not happening to you
so it’s not a big deal, get over it, let it pass through
here’s the thing I have to say, now it’s my turn to speak
never push, me to far
‘cuz one day I’ll be weak
and found shot dead in a car
please don’t push me to far
Why do you tear me down
When all I do is build you up
Why do you hate me so much
Why do you deny my touch
Is drinking that important
and family so expendable
you call me names
and tell me I'm the one to blame
It's all my fault
I deserve a verbal assault
Not a bruise on my body
only scars on my soul
I am alone
I am scared
I'd be better on my own
What happened to the love we shared
I am fat, a slut, a whore, a liar
When all I am is a crier
you say I'm not faithful
but it's our relationship that's not stable
I don't deserve this
I am a good person
Lets try a kiss
to release my burden
when will you stop
stop the drunken arguments that mean nothing
I am tired, I am wore out, I can't go on
knowing I am not on top
I want to mean more than a liquid you pour down your throat
the one that drives people away from you
does it mean that much to you
that you have to see all you can lose before something means more.
I love you with all my heart and soul
But I am tired
tired of being put last
when you are so wired
you have to know my every move
but what do you do for me?
I don't ask much
just asking for you to improve.
Everywhere I fucking go. On Serebii, even when I like, visit someone else's page. THAT NAME POPS UP EVERYWHERE! CIEL! CIEL! CIEL! xO! It pops up. It's like a mental sickness is in me....-_- Ugh....I am now officially losing it.
Who cares if I'm losing it. It's natural for people to lose their damn minds....-_-
Which I am.
I'm not doing it. I'm not going. Oh, for the hell of it, seeing how I'm going fucking crazy, I will. And me being an idiot like I wasn't suppose too. xO! Oh well, you make mistakes. You make. Nothing.