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  • Awesome, I may give a comprehensive later in the morning, but I'm not leaving a Luvdisc on it just yet.
    Also, if you're going to run that kind of Reuniclus, use a Quiet Nature and run Trick Room and Shadow Ball over CM and Recover.
    Your team is weak to Specs Tornadus + Keldeo and rain offense in general. Might want to address that real quick.
    *Okay.*

    I'm making up my mind.
    I'm not coming here for a week. I need to clear my mind.

    But, I'll have VMs and PMs up. Don't worry. I just need to leave and clear things up.
    Again, this is FOR real. I'm not gonna lie...
    Lol that doesn't really answer my question but ok

    If she's a sister ---> wait and she'll get over it
    If she's a friend ---> keep apologizing until she forgives you

    Simple as that. Sure, she might not accept your initial apology, but that doesn't mean she won't accept future apologies. And at least you won't be able to blame yourself for not trying to get her back.

    Or, you can try to fix the problem you've caused. I don't know what you did; but I'm sure if you tried to fix it things would get better.


    But above all- don't wallow in your own sorrow, feigning insanity in order to fish for pity in a salt lake. You're not going to catch anything because there isn't anything except your own tears there. I don't mean to offend but you're only making yourself look like an asshole that can't control his own emotions. I know you're not that kind of person.

    Besides, if she's a real sister, she'll forgive you, because that's what siblings are supposed to do. If she's a friend, try hard but if she's causing you this much pain it's obviously not worth it.

    Come on man show her you care don't make her look for it
    Wait so is she your sister or just a friend @.@ I'm very confused

    Perhaps you should apologize to her instead of awkwardly pretending to go insane just to earn her pity. Girls don't fall for that, dude.
    From childhood’s hour I have not been
    As others were—I have not seen
    As others saw—I could not bring
    My passions from a common spring—
    From the same source I have not taken
    My sorrow—I could not awaken
    My heart to joy at the same tone—
    And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone—
    Then—in my childhood—in the dawn
    Of a most stormy life—was drawn
    From ev’ry depth of good and ill
    The mystery which binds me still—
    From the torrent, or the fountain—
    From the red cliff of the mountain—
    From the sun that ’round me roll’d
    In its autumn tint of gold—
    From the lightning in the sky
    As it pass’d me flying by—
    From the thunder, and the storm—
    And the cloud that took the form
    (When the rest of Heaven was blue)
    Of a demon in my view—
    Oh look. That name again. -_-
    Dr.Ciel. GOOD LORD, THE NAME IS EVERYWHERE! Right now, I'm having a god-damn flashback...T_T Good god, I am going insane...
    Your sister has consistently shocked me with her life; I'd expect the same from her brother too
    You're not the only one that's losing it you know

    the spasm inducing avatars by many of the ou team raters is making me going insane too
    Fuck. There goes that name again. Dr.Ciel. Popping in everywhere...
    xO! Urgh, my fucking god. I'M LOSING IT! T_T I'M ABOUT TO DO SOMETHING ELSE IN A MINUTE...Oh my god....

    you say your there for me
    but when I really open up to you , you just don’t want to see
    you act like you care
    but when I have these thoughts and break downs I ring and your never there

    you don’t know what It’s like, to want to die
    take the rope, f**k life and hold on tight
    when I tell you I want to die, it’s no word of a lie
    its all building up, I’m weak, I just want to surrender the fight

    I can’t sleep at night, can’t sleep anymore
    my constant pain, my constant heart sore
    all the thoughts of death, I have and suicide
    I tell you about them, why do you expect me to hide

    I thought you were the one I could turn to when it got to much
    well you could of fooled me, my feelings you don’t want to touch
    I will just stay away, I get it, crystal clear
    but one day suicide will take over, then maybe you will realize my fear

    its ok, I get it, its not happening to you
    so it’s not a big deal, get over it, let it pass through
    here’s the thing I have to say, now it’s my turn to speak
    never push, me to far
    ‘cuz one day I’ll be weak
    and found shot dead in a car
    please don’t push me to far
    Why do you tear me down
    When all I do is build you up
    Why do you hate me so much
    Why do you deny my touch

    Is drinking that important
    and family so expendable
    you call me names
    and tell me I'm the one to blame

    It's all my fault
    I deserve a verbal assault
    Not a bruise on my body
    only scars on my soul

    I am alone
    I am scared
    I'd be better on my own
    What happened to the love we shared

    I am fat, a slut, a whore, a liar
    When all I am is a crier
    you say I'm not faithful
    but it's our relationship that's not stable

    I don't deserve this
    I am a good person
    Lets try a kiss
    to release my burden

    when will you stop
    stop the drunken arguments that mean nothing
    I am tired, I am wore out, I can't go on
    knowing I am not on top

    I want to mean more than a liquid you pour down your throat
    the one that drives people away from you
    does it mean that much to you
    that you have to see all you can lose before something means more.

    I love you with all my heart and soul
    But I am tired
    tired of being put last
    when you are so wired

    you have to know my every move
    but what do you do for me?
    I don't ask much
    just asking for you to improve.
    It’s hard to say one thing
    When everything comes out together
    My thoughts are paragraphs
    Instead of one line at a time.

    Confused at what to think
    When you’re always not sure
    Careful where to go
    When I’m never sure where you are.

    I’ve lost your mind
    It’s always somewhere else
    I can only hope and pray
    That I haven’t lost your heart as well
    Urgh.
    Oh my god.
    xO!

    Everywhere I fucking go. On Serebii, even when I like, visit someone else's page. THAT NAME POPS UP EVERYWHERE! CIEL! CIEL! CIEL! xO! It pops up. It's like a mental sickness is in me....-_- Ugh....I am now officially losing it.

    Who cares if I'm losing it. It's natural for people to lose their damn minds....-_-
    Which I am.
    What in the holy mother of crap am I freaking doing?
    ._.
    I say that I would talk to myself, but here I go again.
    Me being an idiot with my relationship. WHAT THE HELL. Am I really that freaking ambitious. Really.

    I guess I am.
    Poem time, perhaps.
    Ah, but a 'mind' is of nothing but a word that restricts our emotions and memories...

    Keep your mind, lest you lose all that you love in this world!
    No.
    No.
    No.

    I'm not doing it. I'm not going. Oh, for the hell of it, seeing how I'm going fucking crazy, I will. And me being an idiot like I wasn't suppose too. xO! Oh well, you make mistakes. You make. Nothing.
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