kittenmay

If you're on, we can trade now. You need to tell me which pokés you'd like from the thread.

In about three or four hours I'll be fully available.

I'm usually on during the afternoon and evening.

I just wanted to tell you this. Whatever I said before, I dont care.
I want you to know Ill be here for you if you need to talk. Something is up with you, and you dont normally act like this. So something is wrong.
You may not want to confide in me, but I hope it brings security that after everything, there id at least one person who is here to help.

Sorry, I wasn't available to trade at the moment. I was just checking the forums, then logged out.

Why?
Just answer this and I will.
And we have a pending, FYI.

sorry. I went to sleep cause it was like 3 am already here. i can trade you now if you still need it.

i have a honey incase you didnt see my post a few posts below yours... lol.

Hey, I can trade now that my hands are free.

That's fine with me. Thank you.

Well.... Okay, If you want to do it, go on ahead. I really don't mind you trying to do it but I just haven't seen you rng abuse any pokemon yet especially pokemon from the safari zone. If you're able to get the pokemon that I'm looking for, I would be very surprised. I might actually put you on my whitelist for doing something like this for me as well. :)

You sure you want to try?

Have you ever tried doing it before?

(I don't think you have)

2dc21a19

A time change:
10:20 PM
I forgot I'll be home by then.

So yeah. Sorry.

Just wait for me?

So now is not a goot time?
its ok. I am at the library again...

your Ten PM. you have my FC?

How about your 10 PM then?
Please don't miss this time...

i was in wifi at our time... but anyway ill meet you at your 6:00 pm again?

Do not respond:
I will be in wifi, at your 10:15 sharp

I hope you can trade today! :)
Get my last VM?

Did you say anything...?
I havent checked aim in forever...

My dad took my phone, my laptop, and my itouch. So i do not have that anymore. Not for a while at least. And I cannot talk as much.
Dont worry, i am not gonna do anything rash...

Haha, I might be going to a mental institution. But I know I am not crazy.
I never deleted our conversations. But he found a few disturbing things I have said. So... Yeah.

Oh... And please dont talk to me on aim for awhile... Its being monitored...
My family now thinks i am a complete and total nutjob.

#7
please read all 7 of my posts here

It has been such a great time in my life, doing this with people, and making friends. I owe you so much, May. I really do. I hope you know that, there is one person out there that a life you have touched. And saved.
And its me.

I would wish if you can spread this. And say that I am sorry.
I have to apoligize to the community.

I really want o be back here. But I cannot. Goodbye, and you will always be in my heart.
I wish you a great Life.

#6
And Finally, you May.
I apreciate you with all my heart. I am so glad to have known you, as you have been there for me all the time. We may have had our arguements, but our friendship still endured. There was nobody else in the whoe world now that i could share all of my problems, and really portray how I really felt. You helped me go through such a terrible point in my life, and I will always, remember you. You may not feel the same way for me, but I do not care. Saving me from the brink of my sorrows is what you have done.
Without you, i dont think i would still be existing.

I am sorry I may have to end it like this. But i nee to tell this, just in case. I do not want people worrying about me, or angry. Or sad. I just want them to know.
I am going through what is my final turning point in my life, amd there is no going back. But I will, leave a little space open, for me to come back.

There is nothing else more I want to do, is then to continue on here like normal.

#5
To Bakus:
I am sorry. I am a fool.

To everyone I owe.
I am sorry for not being able to pay off my credit to them. I just cannkt and am not able to do this anymore. I regret doing this, and I should be bamned for not being able to pay this off...But hopefully I will be able to go on again. I really hope I do...

#4
To Rav3n_Zero:
Tell him that I am his brother. From another country. He is so much alike from me that it is just pure chance to meat my counterpart. I will miss him, and he knows where to reach me too...

To: Xionyus [On neoseeker]
I cannot be her thread partner. I am sorry. Please tell her that I hope she enjoys the gift i gave her, and she would not be angry for me "ditching" her. I just cannot do this anymore. I may have to leave for good. The future is so uncertain, and I do not know where it leads.

To Princess of Johto:
Please tell her that I put so much burden on her. She is so young, and naive, and It was the wrong thing for me to do. But I also appreciate everything that she has done for me also. And She knows where to reach me too...