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Yeah...you're gonna need to find your way out of that. Just keep in mind antidepressants are useless except maybe as placebos and therapy only gets you so far.

by who?

ya. i go thru suicidial thots all the time, but the downing wasnt helping. so plz dont down on me cuz u never know when im finally gonna get pushed over the edge

Well, that can happen. No way it's worth killing oneself over.

lol. wow. yes, artemus. im fine now. i found out it was just a nasty rumor started by another girl that likes me but hates my ex. now she has lost my trust n cant gain it back. she had a better chance when i didnt consider her a liar. but not to worry, i have 2 other girls to decide between.

wow......thats a lot of advice and support......DAMNIT I MISSED MY CHANCE TO GIVE YOU ADVICE SHOULD'VE BEEN ONLINE!!!!!!

I heard you had a bit of an episode Shodown. Are you good?

Hey if you can please apply make a application at TRC

sorry. im an emo kid with a short temper whos both ocd and lazy. shit happens

Nice to have you in a sane mind :)

thanks guys. one of my friends helped me calm down (even tho i already tore up half the neighborhood, but thats beside the point). and you too, plc. even tho u dont seem to get that im not hostile to anyone anymore. and, bs, pm me n ill help you take down ar1on with a good team. ive done alot of research on it. now, my only request here is that anyone who has nothing but bad words coming out of their keyboard keep it to their page and not post it on mine.

Right, PLC. God gives everyone challenges that we must face. If you can get you through each challenge, each obstacle, you come to be a better person because of it.

Things change. People change. If anything, if your mad because of your girlfriend, live get married, and that'll show her. If your parents really do hate you, then keep living, and then move out of the house, then you wont have to worry about them ever again.

I just remembered a good quote too. Life is full of good things...and bad things. And sometimes the good things don't soften bad things, but the bad things never spoil the good things!

Sometimes, life is like a dark tunnel. You may not always be able to see the end of the tunnel, but if you just keep moving, you will come to a better place.

ShowdownVD just try to stay calm.
Suicide is never a solution.
Look at the job he had everything and got taken away, he had faith in god and stuck through.
I know you seem to think you life is bad but with god there is always a way out, I don't know about god's policy of suicide, buy I do know we all can be more useful to him by staying on earth and doing our duty to spread his word.

God gives you life, and the thing you "choose to be" is dead. God is supposed to be a forgiving guy, but I don't think he'd look upon suicide with approval. Unless you've come back from the dead, you've no way of knowing for certain one way or the other, so I'm not sure why you seem to think you do. Yes, I do know exactly how you feel. I never said God didn't love you. What I did say is that he won't be happy to find out when faced with difficulty, you take the easy way out.
I may not like you all that much...hell, I don't like you at all, but I don't wish death on anyone except those who truly deserve it, and I don't believe you do, nor do I believe your life could possibly be so bad that suicide is literally your only option.

So you're basically saying you know exactly how i feel n now also telling me God doesn't love me? hmm.that doesnt sound nice to me. n God says in His word that ANYONE who accepts The Lord Jesus Christ as their Savior is allowed in Heaven. I was saved on Dec. 24, 2000. I know that even if i took my own life right now, I'd go to Heaven. this is one subject you cant argue with me about. I KNOW my Christianship. I KNOW my God's Word. dont you ever tell someone that God doesn't love them because of what they choose to do or be!!!!

You want something relatively nice from me? Here goes.
Suicide doesn't solve crap. It's a permanent "solution" to problems that are most likely temporary. Trust me when I say there was a time in my life when I was pretty down and considering just ending everything. But after a while I got past that(admittedly not without some help), and now I'm better from the experience. I doubt your parents actually hate you, though I don't have all the details to be certain on that. Also, I'm doubting God lets people who toss away his greatest gift, life, into heaven. That's just my opinion, of course, as it's impossible to know.

just because you die a different way than someone else doesnt mean that you dont go to the same place as long as youre saved.

I do not think that people who commit suicide go to heaven. And this place, while bad, isn't as bad as the real hell.

and i cant hurt anyone or be hurt by anyone. ill be in heaven and happy. better than this branch of hell by a million times

i can probably guarantee that your parents don't hate you. And don't say that. Once your dead, you can't do anything else. Your done.

nope. cuz now i know my parents hate me n now i wish i were dead

look, I know that must suck, but I can honestly tell you that it happens to almost everyone. One of my friends is having a similar problem. Nearly all high school relationships fail miserably. Also, I can see how Dark Pulse is aggravating you. In my opinion, I think he should have seen that you weren't in the mood. But calm down, this is just but one room in a series of rooms that make up your life. Maybe something better is behind that next door.

just please calm down Showdown, i know that you must be pissed and all but please calm down

I'M TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT! I ALREADY HAVE BEEN USED BY MY EX TO GET HER EX BACK AND YOU WANNA GO AND PULL THIS SHIT. LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!! I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. I DONT! I JUST WANNA STAY AT HOME AND READ MY BOOKS! I HATE MY LIFE! I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!

...you claim I'm not being nice, yet you call me a "sorry ass loser" - I really don't see how that's being nice, so by default, I am entitled to respond in kind...

Also I wasn't bitching in fact I was warning you - stay away from ar1on, he's planning something...

Ok, so I was asked not to respond by plc, but really, I wanted to make sure you knew that if anyone wasn't nice, it was you. I haven't said one bad thing about you this whole time, just keep that in mind...