Sup, I'm monte, I'm unfortunately on an alternate account because my main account is glitchy and is really slow (if you guys think I'm making this up honestly I can give you guys the password, it's not pretty).
So yeah, people think I'm dead, its probably due to a reddit thread by my friend, and a video. I want to tell you guys that I just had a failed suicide attempt. So don't worry I'm not dead lol. The video I uploaded was a scheduled video since I assumed the suicide would work out, it didn't, but I didn't cancel the video upload due to me getting hospitalized then going to a therapist.
Considering I'm currently banned from the forums (yeah I think so at least) I think I should be banned like 2 weeks after this thread or however long it takes to answer questions about my failed suicide.
Sorry for not telling you guys sooner, I forgot smogon existed not even kidding. Way too busy with therapy, work and even just other games to remember about this place unfortunately.
Depression isn't a joke, take it from me, still kind of struggling with me but I'm getting help, if you're thinking of commiting suicide, please take the time and effort to call
1-800-273-TALK(8255) if you're having troubles now that I had and have of depression. Killing yourself isn't the way to go. Please get help.
thats all, thanks for readin buds-
a much more chill Monte
So yeah, people think I'm dead, its probably due to a reddit thread by my friend, and a video. I want to tell you guys that I just had a failed suicide attempt. So don't worry I'm not dead lol. The video I uploaded was a scheduled video since I assumed the suicide would work out, it didn't, but I didn't cancel the video upload due to me getting hospitalized then going to a therapist.
Considering I'm currently banned from the forums (yeah I think so at least) I think I should be banned like 2 weeks after this thread or however long it takes to answer questions about my failed suicide.
Sorry for not telling you guys sooner, I forgot smogon existed not even kidding. Way too busy with therapy, work and even just other games to remember about this place unfortunately.
Depression isn't a joke, take it from me, still kind of struggling with me but I'm getting help, if you're thinking of commiting suicide, please take the time and effort to call
1-800-273-TALK(8255) if you're having troubles now that I had and have of depression. Killing yourself isn't the way to go. Please get help.
thats all, thanks for readin buds-
a much more chill Monte






































