Oh, I'm not offended in the slightest. I did make some incredibly shitty points and plays, and then I somehow was entirely convinced that Ace, Tesung, and Celever were the maf with von either being a lyncher or incredibly misguided town. Maybe if I calmed down today I could've actually tried to look at it from other people's perspectives. I was just so unsure of myself the entire game, so for some reason I found the need to come up with wacky conspiracy bullshit in order to feel confident. I think I did this in Acklow's big as well, actually. So I guess my personal moral here is to stay consistent and confident, but don't go overboard.
I'm going to keep studying up on previous NOC games, a habit which I started doing toward the beginning of the game, but dropped entirely once I made my "big return". I might also consider getting on mafiascum or something where my level of experience (zilch) can actually match up to the competition, and where (most) games initially available to me will be simple and balanced. But that doesn't mean I'll hesitate to join another NOC on here! Despite the minor ethical delimma and apparent lack of interest, I had a lot of fun. I might've taken the game a tad too serious, though. *-*
Oh, and I guess I've also learned to keep irl shit sweet and simple. I was indeed being punished for oversleeping, and after joking around about my sleeping habits earlier this month in my application to Battling 101, I guess I really shouldn't have been suprised that this'd happen. That's real life actual stupidity that only I can blame myself for. :) That said, somehow I managed to turn the otherwise legitimate excuse into a huge overdramatic sob story, which didn't help my case in the slightest. Maybe I could've attempted to get on anyway and at least PM'd skarm about my problem real fast before going all quiet on him and making him wait, which was rather inconsiderate of me.
I'm going to keep studying up on previous NOC games, a habit which I started doing toward the beginning of the game, but dropped entirely once I made my "big return". I might also consider getting on mafiascum or something where my level of experience (zilch) can actually match up to the competition, and where (most) games initially available to me will be simple and balanced. But that doesn't mean I'll hesitate to join another NOC on here! Despite the minor ethical delimma and apparent lack of interest, I had a lot of fun. I might've taken the game a tad too serious, though. *-*
Oh, and I guess I've also learned to keep irl shit sweet and simple. I was indeed being punished for oversleeping, and after joking around about my sleeping habits earlier this month in my application to Battling 101, I guess I really shouldn't have been suprised that this'd happen. That's real life actual stupidity that only I can blame myself for. :) That said, somehow I managed to turn the otherwise legitimate excuse into a huge overdramatic sob story, which didn't help my case in the slightest. Maybe I could've attempted to get on anyway and at least PM'd skarm about my problem real fast before going all quiet on him and making him wait, which was rather inconsiderate of me.
