This would be what I would suggest... what else would I suggest?
 
 
Do you enjoy the nicatine, or enjoy the smoking?  It's one or the other. 
 
both. I enjoy the rush from the nicotine, I enjoy the smell and sensation of smoke as it goes into my lungs. Aesthetically it pleases me to see the flame and the glow of the end and the smoke rising into the air; otherwise it just makes me smile to have a totally self-indulgent 5 minute break from work.
 
I think your misinterpreting things - you enjoy the caffinated coffee and tea more.  Why?  Because the caffeine releases dopamine that make you feel happy, and then later, crash. 
No. I don't like the taste. I drank that shit for months. Dopamine - ace. Caffiene is now an antidepressant as well! I like. 
But really, do you get the concept of taste? Caffiene doesn't make my funny little brain squirt out dopamine as soon as I have it in my mouth. Dopaminic action doesn't kick in when I smell the stuff in the god damn packet, for crying out loud. 
What, you mean you want me to stop taking the highly addictive antidepressants I'm prescribed? I did. I get by on caffiene and nicotine. Much easier to tolerate. You've got a thing about 'the right to a clear mind'. You think I have a clear mind on whatever antidepressant/antioxylic/antipsychotic/mood-stabilising cocktail my Local Friendly Psychiatrist (tm) sticks me on? Oh fuck no. Oh, fuck, no.
..are you seriously suggesting the banning of most psychiatric medication?
 
 
I did mention it - obviously, to save yourself from being driven insane (you call the pain "intolerable"), you need it, right.  It's an exception.  It's the grey section. 
 
I wouldn't go insane from the pain. I've dealt with it for years before. I am often severely incapacitated, but that's okay, right? I can just, you know, suck it up. And have the clear mind/productivity you so value totally fucked over by the fact it feels like someone is trying to pull my uterus out wearing a spiked knuckleduster.)
 
I didn't think I was trolling... but if you say so... why do you think I am trolling?  I'm sorry if you view me as trolling, I'm trying to help, yet show my opinion at the same time.  =(
 
Because my faith in human nature is not that low as to think someone can genuinely be as selfish, authoritarian and stupid as yourself.
 
There are other just as good ways to make you sleep.  There is even natural food out there that contains substances that make you sleepy.  That also may help you get up a bit easier.
Really now. You don't think I've tried that? I cut caffiene out of my diet. Went all natural. Loaded up on tryptophan and melatonin before I went to bed. And I was still there at 5 in the morning going out of my fucking mind. 
What else am I supposed to take - valium? Something that gets me just as high and is far, far more addictive (I've already kicked a valium habit once, and have no desire to do it again. I suppose you'd say because a doctor prescribed it it's okay. Open your fucking eyes - doctors prescribe bad shit all the time, and have certainly given me some drugs that have fucked me over big-time).