hi, i feel like i need to talk on my behalf about my game.
i got subbed in to play yesterday and tried to contact tony as soon as possible to make the game happen. while i don't really agree with late subs and it could probably be done before, i tried to settle a time to play and get it done as usual and i did just that, contacted tony to play on 2 separate timeframes on vms and discord, and things didnt go so well bc our schedule on sunday didnt really fit and our timezones didnt go too well. we tried to play each other around 3~5pm on my timezone, but he couldnt be there to play and thats totally fine bc we didnt had much time to schedule anyway. then i told him i could play after 9pm my time (which is like 1 hour ago on my time) and got there in time, but i got informed by my manager that we just lost bc would get an activity call against us. while i do think that i definitely could have been subbed in way sooner by my manager and make the game happen, i've done what i could with the time i had on weekends which usually isnt very much, and it cant be tony's fault as well bc he was all this time waiting for his opponent to contact before they subbed me in. i'm not sure about how this decision is gonna be made, but i just wanna say i'll be online for the next 3(?) hours until deadline if the mudsdales still want that game done and i don't think its anyones fault if the game doesn't get played in the end. i talked with my manager and he doesn't seemed like he wanted to talk about the game here, but i felt like i needed to. again, i don't think it's tony's or mudsdale's fault and i don't care about a possible activity/dead game decision because i don't have a clue of hows this gonna end, i just feel confused/bad about this situation and want to get the game done if mudsdales also feel like it. thanks for reading and for understanding.