Here you are kind of exagerating, 1) I was 2 mons down and one wasn't that good against the rest of your team either way and 2) I'm sorry, this is also missing context, I'm a highschool student and a class was moved without me knowing, and one my classmates told me since they saw me just sitting being on my phone, so I had to go, once again really sorry I just prioritised my education over my matches if that's the problem I am willing to take the blame, I'll admit it was fully my fault I should've known but my professor didn't say it in class. So I'm fine with the judgement I still contest it though