Hey, it's been almost 3 years... I've been basically have ben reflecting on about OUR 'incident' in your group of friends in your cord back then.
I was genuinely hurt when I got harrased by people (whose usernames I've eventually don't exactly) and also you (if I do recall) when I suddenly shared some personal hot takes in the appropriately-named Discord channel back then; was just about false allegations being bad in general... even if I included a video within' the assigned 'category' that was apparently 'too personal' or should I say... "too hot" within' your friends' interests at the time: it was Smash-related for context. Like it eventually escalated to the point where it eventually got very political at that breaking point; that was like genuinely one of the last-straws I had to read online around the end of the confrontation and I instinctively felt like I'm no longer welcomed on your server and have basically left the server on my own accord (and perhaps quit playing 1v1 in general [aside from Random Monopoke 1v1s), a day or so after the one-time heated argument in which I felt like needing to 'clarify things' on the fly so y'all don't misunderstood me.
To be honest in regards to later parts of this month (around the days close to end of August this year), especially before I wanted to clear the air in regards to you), I was genuinely feelin' a lil' warped n' twisted mentally at things that genuinely ticked me off and got me blinded by genuine anger of sorts; basically felt 'on the edge' at blatant 'disrespects' and 'snobbish' attitudes from those who look down upon me. I've fully decided to pretty much ignore listening to the haters nowadays and made some future-proofings just for my own sanity.
Earlier before deciding to talking to you on the Forums (seems that we both decided to block each other on Discord shortly after that ONE 'eventful' day), everyone I've talked earlier (especially from people of the past) about my frustrations in other past-related incidents (not just the one incident that to) basically suggested me to let the past stay dead and leave it there to rot. They warned me not to go off tangent and act irrationally.
I'm not gonna forcibly demand any remorse or forgiveness from you, you can choose whether to forgive me or simply don't. I just simply felt the need of wanting to finally clear out the air regarding my personal problems with you at the time. I honestly don't mind whichever choice you've decided to make in the end, btw. Feel free to respond or not.
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