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Your friend died? And your colleague? You're so old and world-weary for a 15-year old. I respect you, and my sincere condolences (I know that changes nothing but your how I've grown post was so touching).
Hello! Haha, thank you for the very helpful response. I've been lurking a bit more (as was advised) and I am finding some places where I'd like to contribute art. Thanks for the help and I'll come to you if I have any more questions!