McGrrr
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I am graduating on July 16th with a 2.1 (upper 2nd class) BSc honours degree. For the benefit of non-Brits, a 2.1 is roughly B+ (3.5 GPA?). I would have, could have, should have achieved a 1st if not for x, y and z. That is not important. Though I made peace with myself months ago, my parents typically expect nothing less than a 1st class degree.
I have known my result for a week now, but only called my parents tonight. I am not sure what exactly I feared and I did not expect them to throw a fit or anything. I guess I just wanted to delay the feeling of guilt that pervades me now... though she tried, mum could not hide the disappointment in her voice. She seemed genuinely upset, and I feel awful because of all the opportunities and potential that I have squandered.
Rationally, a 2.1 is a good degree, and I am well spoken, confident, naturally intelligent and very employable; but it is difficult to hold on to those thoughts at this moment in time. I suppose the purpose of this thread is to get the above off my chest. Please reply if you can relate.
I am graduating on July 16th with a 2.1 (upper 2nd class) BSc honours degree. For the benefit of non-Brits, a 2.1 is roughly B+ (3.5 GPA?). I would have, could have, should have achieved a 1st if not for x, y and z. That is not important. Though I made peace with myself months ago, my parents typically expect nothing less than a 1st class degree.
I have known my result for a week now, but only called my parents tonight. I am not sure what exactly I feared and I did not expect them to throw a fit or anything. I guess I just wanted to delay the feeling of guilt that pervades me now... though she tried, mum could not hide the disappointment in her voice. She seemed genuinely upset, and I feel awful because of all the opportunities and potential that I have squandered.
Rationally, a 2.1 is a good degree, and I am well spoken, confident, naturally intelligent and very employable; but it is difficult to hold on to those thoughts at this moment in time. I suppose the purpose of this thread is to get the above off my chest. Please reply if you can relate.