Regarding the ECat thing:
ElectricityCat WAS the kingmaker on the last day. This is because anything other than a GK or an ECat vote means that I risk losing, which I obviously can't accept there. I told GK what was happening, honestly, in the Discord server. I told her that if she could get ECat to give Solo Gov the win then I'd go with her and we would win together, which I would have. ECat made it clear he preferred a radicaltopia win, which meant that my only 100% win there was to go with that.
So no, everything I did was perfectly logical. I did not do anything in a 'feckless' manner, nor did I push responsibility off onto anyone else artificially. I chose to win for myself, and then told my allies what had to happen for them to win with me.
Regarding the AP vote - I told Dak that if he unvoted I would vote for AP, and he said if AP died he would heal me. We gave each other our word of honor on that, and we both followed through. Yes, I could've stealthed back to ECat at the last minute and won the game by tricking him. Yes, he could've chosen not to heal me and possibly could've won by doing so. I don't regret holding true to my word there, and I was glad that M2H and Jalmont were willing to accept that it was objectively the correct play and didn't totally close off working with me in the future over it.
GG all, it is unfortunate that there is so much salt going around but in general I am glad that Laurel was able to host and put in the time to make this game happen, and thank you to all the newer players who really stepped up and grew in front of my eyes.
Finally, shout-outs:
Gmax - Thank you for being the best neutral partner I could've asked for. I hope I was at least helpful in getting your win, though I think you could've done it easily without me haha. I owe this win to you helping me out, as do all the other radicals even if they don't know it.
Bass - Thank you for getting the radicals organized, great job as always and it is unfortunate that you apparently were pretty salty at me at times in the dead chat. I don't think I deserved any salt from the radical side frankly, but perhaps it was misunderstandings.
AngryPidgeon - Sorry for voting you out, but if you think about it I think you'll realize it was the correct play and directly led to winning the game. M2H and Jalmont at least told me they had come to the same conclusion after I explained it to them.
M2H - Great job going from claiming to LN on N0 to manipulating the votes and actions of the entire game towards the end.
JALMONT - Thank you for always being chill and a calming influence when everyone else was popping off and going crazy. Talking to you was often a breathe of fresh air.
dak - We both held true to our words at the end, and I respect that immensely. I'm genuinely sorry that you didn't win, as you were the only person I felt I really worked well with on World Gov. If you feel I wronged you by refusing to jeopardize my own win to try to help GK then that is your right to feel that way after sticking to your word to help me.
Ditto /
Blazade - I'm sorry we didn't really get to work more closely together. I think to some degree it was the lack of common enemies after the first few cycles that meant we were always going to have some trouble working together in perfect harmony, but I do wish you both had been at least a little more open to working more directly with me. If you had I'd have stuck with you 100%, as I was the first few cycles.
To the SHF Core - I'm sorry that you had a really bad time this game. I don't like making people miserable in mafia, but I was playing to my win condition and mafia is a bastard game at the end of the day. The generally negative vibe I got from having to lie to my friends like that is one reason I really didn't have much fun this game (at least for the first 4-5 cycles). I really wish I had genuinely rolled SHF Core and gotten to vibe with you all just like old times.
And finally, to
realiti and
saberslasher11, my teammates - well done, and thanks for your trust in me throughout.
Thank you to everyone else who I worked with or talked to who I forgot to mention, and ggwp to all.