i get really, really uneasy considering the idea that i might die. that one day i will be 80 years old and thinking back to this moment writing this post, remembering it like it were only yesterday, yet decades have past.
moments before i die i'm sure i will feel calm and at peace (hopefully??) and i won't be afraid to welcome death. sometimes i like the idea of reincarnation and starting anew because an entire life/experiences being obliterated in a fatal breath seems really, really sad. but there are lots of really sad things in the world, and lives being easily snuffed out and replaced with the future seems like a simple process that humans have the burden of understanding and developing emotions about.
moments before i die i'm sure i will feel calm and at peace (hopefully??) and i won't be afraid to welcome death. sometimes i like the idea of reincarnation and starting anew because an entire life/experiences being obliterated in a fatal breath seems really, really sad. but there are lots of really sad things in the world, and lives being easily snuffed out and replaced with the future seems like a simple process that humans have the burden of understanding and developing emotions about.



