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ok i rembered my password and. wow my long absence increasingly detached me from the actual experience and memories of this place, replacing the concrete with abstract nostalgia and yearning, seeping into the gaps of my intellect and self-perception like snowmelt wanly, unwillingly, filing back into the crevices of the earth. in my lust to return here, i severed the actual connection that enabled the warmth and intimacy i craved. i assumed my familiarity with this place was an unchangable part of my identity, but it slipped through my fingers as i watched it, transfixed by shadow of a time when my emotional needs were better met. because then, with my roots implanted, and bearing the trust of youth like holy fire, i contextualized my time here through a lens that has fundamentally dissolved in my psyche by now. now everyone and everything feels distant, through no fault of their own, but i still softly resent them for not fulfilling my unreachable fantasy, despite knowing the irrationality of that misplaced desire and loathing my involuntarily choice to feel it. hey i'm pretty reflective huh. hey i'm pretty self-aware huh. hey i'm pretty insightful huh. bet you didn't even know a thread title could be this long. bet you didn't think i'd predict your thoughts and talk with you here. love me. love me. love me. love me. love me. love me. love me. love me.
 
ok i rembered my dignity and. wow i'm not thrilled with my prior self-abasement. but that does not change my correct conclusion that i was going about my return all wrong. chasing an expected happiness that not only failed to make me happy, but warped my perceptions of my surroundings. before i superimposed perfection on this place where it did not belong, and now i superimposed a desert of futility on this place where it did not belong. maybe i should learn about the new people here, and everything else that is new, instead of painting them with this broad perceptive brush without even understanding them. for is not understanding part and parcel with the love i seek, both to receive and to give? it is challenging to plainly admit that most obvious and universal of human desires, and its less obvious pair - the desire to be loved, to be close, and also the desire to love - in part because we perceive ourselves as too flawed or broken or unhelpful or unuseful or noncompliant to deserve it. so, even though my prior attempt to return came from a flawed place, i'm glad i had the courage to admit that desire to myself and to you. and with it i return again, not in a spirit of false expectations, but in a spirit of growing faith in myself and patient growth, to spend time among you. and, though i could not know it to be true or not, and have the inner strength to handle either way, perhaps you'd like to hear from an "oldhead" about their glory days, even as the potential for new glory days dawns here, too?
 
hey guys
so I was looking at my beasts and it's been awful! i've been only see them pop up as male! How will I get any more beasts from my beloved beasts?
I prayed to jimmy but i don't know if that's enough i'm really despo
i dont know if i can stand going home and having to show off my male beasts to my alchoholic father and my half-buried mother (she always hated my beasts)
if anyone has any ideas to cure my male-pattern beastness please send them. i'd be willing to rap against a korean guy if you're wondering how serious i am
 
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