Fuck insomnia. It's taking me what feels like hours to go to sleep and melatonin doesn't help. I've had this problem for like two months now and it's kind of pissing me off. I'm seriously tempted to try zzzquil or something but I've tried using Nyquil to sleep before and that didn't really help either.
On a really petty note, only got 29 antidepressant pills from CVS instead of 30 last time (at least it's not scheduled like my Klonopin, that would have been impossible to refill early). Recounted this refill and this happened again. CVS is gonna correct it, but it still baffles me that they'd make the same mistake twice in a row.
Also haven't had a relationship and am 19, don't know a thing about dating or anything (have Asperger's, am told I am relatively social though). Gets frustrating being single especially with depression and anxiety. And people don't seem to like to give serious dating advice other than "be yourself" and "wait for the right one." It's like everyone has the key to dating but doesn't want to give it to me or something.
Really wish I wasn't out of Lortab for wisdom teeth, not bc I actually need them for the physical pain anymore (Tylenol and Ibuprofen does the trick) but bc I want to get high to numb the pain of being alone. Too bad I already used them all up getting high. And I don't want to get high on my kpins because I actually need them and don't need to be jacking up my tolerance.