I did shrooms for the first time this weekend, now I really want to do acid. But I'm going to make sure I'm in tip-top shape if I do. I was really hungover and had five hours of sleep, and the day before I had been carrying 5/3rds of my body weight for a couple of hours. So I had massive stomach pains and I my limbs were all numbish or tingling for most of saturday. I still felt fucking fantastic though (once I had done them). Only did 2.5 grams, had some minor visual disturbances / hallucinations while looking at the ceiling (we were in a wood cabin of sorts but a really, really nice one, dark panel wood, lots of charismatic knots and shit), but mostly I just felt extremely elated. I had never heard of shrooms being such an upper? and looking around drug forums it doesn't seem like that's super common, but maybe I'm just reading the wrong threads? I spent about an hour and a half (at my highest point during the trip) lying on the ground on some stones beside the pool, and I had thrown up, and my stomach was cramping and I couldn't stand up but I was feeling so awesome that I finally had an opportunity to suffer for once, just talking to myself, I felt completely safe. Then my two other friends who we're just outside chilling came over to the pool and I talked to them about the meaning of life and annihilation, and why we go through all this work to make our hundred odd years on this earth nice instead of just suiciding.
Decided I want to get destroyed by a blockhole, volcano, or particle accelerator.
christ that's not very cohesive is it
anyways, more pressing concerns:
In the past little bit I've noticed I've had a growing aversion to mirrors. Not entirely sure what it is, but I feel really uncomfortable looking in mirrors, or at mirrors. It's never been that bad, I can always just focus and force myself to get over it, but since doing shrooms I haven't been able to. Every time I've looked in a mirror since saturday I start imagining/seeing black blobs and movement at the corners of my vision, it's really distressing and if I look in a mirror for too long I start having a panic attack (or, at least what I assume is a panic attack, I don't think I've ever had them before, elevated heart rate, sweating, tight throat, etc). It's not too bad, I can just avoid looking in mirrors, but it is slightly disconcerting.
Anybody heard/and or experienced anything like this before? Can I expect it to go away any time soon?
One summer afternoon, myself and a friend were sitting on the edge of our city's escapement, a place where youth commonly converge.
The bluffs?
Why didn't you stop smoking the weed after you realized it was laced with pcp?
shockingly enough, there are 13 year olds i know who have smoked weed...
apparently someone decided to mix cocaine and weed together... and he's 13
Coke topped weed seems surprisingly popular. I grew up in a pretty white/upper-class neighborhood, and I knew of kids in eighth and ninth grade who did shit like this. Fuck knows how they can get it so young though, only way I know how to get it is through people who work in restaurants or who're going to george brown.
Also: anybody got any bets on what drug the guy who ate the other guy's face off in miami was on?