I am so glad I found this thread. I'll post some shit in the morning; it's 4am+ now and I have to make sure I'm awake to register for classes in a couple hours.
EDIT: Fuck, I can't sleep. Considering going and taking a couple bong hits to remedy that, actually, haha.
My experience with drugs has been kind of a strange one, I guess. I'm not particularly experienced by any measure of the word, but I have tried a couple things. I fully relate to what someone said a couple pages ago about being 'middle-class' and not feeling like you had access to much of anything. I was the token poor kid going to a rich suburban school. I know there were drugs at my high school; I just never really used anything until the very end of my senior year.
Alcohol is another story. I always joke that it's because we're Irish, but my family has never given anything mildly resembling a fuck about alcohol (there are stories of my older brother trying to feed me beer as an infant - everyone in my family laughs heartily and ignores any horrible side affects this could or may have caused), and so when we wanted booze, my house was the place to go to. I used to love vodka, but I can't drink it anymore - at least none of that low-end rockgut shit like Smirnoff, absolut, or skyy. I pretty much have to be drinking Cirac+ now, or I get stomach aches that far outweigh any sort of pleasure I get from being drunk.
The first time I ever threw up from alcohol was after 6 shots of whiskey and 3 coronas in an hour when I was 14; I haven't been able to touch either ever since. I've only gotten blackout drunk twice: once in Vegas when I was 17 (my brother was buying me these things that I don't remember the name of but were essentially slurpees with booze in them, carrying them around for me and letting me take epic chugs when no one who mattered was paying attention). The second time was in my best friend's dormroom. I woke up in puddles of my own vomit both time, the second time I had to immediately go and wash it out of my hair. Protip: Don't eat Samurai Chang's discount Scari-yaki (no, that was not the real name) the night you get blackout drunk or you will have to wash strings of cabbage and whole slices of carrot off of your person the next morning. That dorm-room friend? Hasn't spoken to me since.
Lately I've found that I actually enjoy Tequila. Again, not rock-gut shit, but decent stuff. My mom drinks El Jimador, and has been getting me really into it. I'd like to try some Patron, to see if it's worth the hype. Living in Portland has also made me a beer snob - I never liked beer before I moved down here, but I find myself honestly enjoying it more and more as I drink it. The most hilarious part is that, yet again, I can't stand shit like Budweiser or Natty ice, but I fucking love PBR. Fucking Portland hipster shit rubbing off on me. It seems much easier to control how drunk you get with beer as opposed to hard alcohol, and it also seems like the hangovers aren't so goddamn awful. Though, I don't know if anyone else is like this, but I get horrendous hangovers or basically nothing at all.
Anyway, back to more illicit things.
I have done E and LSD. I would very much like to do both again.
My best friend grew up in a similar environment to me, only with the added awkward tensions of religion and being the overcoddled only child further fucking things up. As soon as she was accepted to university, she moved out and pretty much immediately began experimenting with drugs. She's double-majoring in biochemistry and psychology now, and is just as into it as ever. Pretty much whenever I go up to visit her now, we trip on something.
E was great. Suddenly, it seemed like everything made sense. Everything was so happy and and shiny and new; it even made Lady Gaga enjoyable. I will cede now that that is entirely opinion and will be hotly debated, blah blah blah whatever suck a dick. Coming down, though... I wouldn't say I was depressed; I wasn't suicidal... I just didn't want to be high anymore. That's all I can remember thinking: "I don't want to do this anymore." I have no idea how someone could handle being in that state in an environment like a rave or a party. It was almost too intense when it was just me, my best friend, and her boyfriend.
LSD is... Well... every cliche, cheesy drug reference in contemporary pop culture to the sixties, with people seeing everything in rainbow etc etc (the episode of the Simpsons where Homer is prescribed medical marijuana comes to mind) that people who either haven't actually done drugs or want to scare you out of doing drugs seems to think pot is like: LSD is like that, but better. It's less corny and fake. Of course, LSD trips are another highly subjective thing. To me, and it might have been because I was with my best friend like I'd mentioned earlier, everything, and I mean literally everything, was an inside joke. That everyone was in on, even the random people we passed on the street or in the park. Also, TV was made to be watched on acid. Especially things like Comedy central - it's amazing how much more you appreciate these things when you're on acid.
And the visuals, oh god. At one point, everything had pink and green tracers when it moved. At another, the everything I could see was covered in what looked like a very thin soap bubble, with the subtle oil pastel rainbow hanging out in my perifreal vision. When my bestie's boyfriend came into the livingroom with his electric toothbrush on, I could literally see the vibrations eminating from the hand clenched around the object, and if I moved my hand I could slice through them and pull them apart like a spiderweb.
The mental high, on the other hand, was frightening. I'm a moody person sober; on acid it was x100. I would be cracking up one moment, bawling my eyes out the next moment, and throwing my phone across the room in anger over something completely inconsequential. At one point, I broke down bawling because my bestie had decided to leave the room and take a shower.
Don't ever let yourself be alone on acid, especially the first time you take it. Any time I was alone, even just in the bathroom for a few minutes, felt like: a) an eternity, b) like the room was closing in on me, c) that I was alone in the universe or didn't actually exist. Even while I knew my friends were right on the other side of the door.
Coming down was horrible. The people I was with fell asleep, and I had to text my girl (not quite girlfriend... bleh) at 12:30 in the morning until she finally got so pissed off at me that I had woken her up right before she had to go to work that she just stopped responding and I cried myself to sleep.
I agree with just about everything the experienced pot smokers have said. I didn't get particularly high at all the first time I smoked; indeed, I don't think I got particularly high the first probably 3,4,5 times I smoked pot. Finally, I figured out how to do it, eventually, and I just got ripped.
I've only started smoking in the last two years, and only anything even resembling regularly since the end of March. I salvaged a bong my cousin had been neglecting, cleaned it up, and bought a new bowl for it. I picked a horrible quarter to start smoking regularly; I dropped my transfer GPA from a 3.5 to a 3.0, which could be worse but I'm still not particularly happy about.
A question I have: is it possible to experience visual hallucinations from weed alone? I smoked some crazy shit one time and I swear to god it was laced with something. It was a very short, very intense high, which made me wonder if it was mixed with Salvia as it was somewhat similar to what I had experienced on LSD.
EDIT 2: Holy fuck wall of text.