Being on the Blacklist is not like being banned, you need to 'prove' yourself and earn the trust of members to be on the probationary list. And I know those people who trust me are only a handful, few and in between.
To be honest, I really don't care about being on the list or not. If people cannot trust me, that's their choice, and I will not force it upon them. Those, that do trust however, will be rewarded when the time is right, such as now.