FOR THE RECORD I AM 18
Dear Smogon,
I am a virgin.
Now, I know that this really isn't that big of a deal, as many (or even most) of you are virgins as well. It is nothing to be embarrassed of - I openly tell all of my non-virgin friends, and am usually complimented and encouraged in return for "doing the right thing".
I am a virgin by choice. I've had the opportunity to have sex, and have chosen not to. In fact, if I wanted to in the current relationship that I'm in, then I just could. She has told me that she is ready (she is not a virgin), and I know I'm ready. I've just witheld myself because I don't know if it's something I want to do yet.
See, I've been raised in a pretty much conservative-to-the-core Christian family, and while I've strayed off quite a bit from the ways of my dad, I still hold some basic values that align with the Christian faith. One of these being the high regard of virginity. I view it as something you can only use once, something that matters a lot, something that you should be extremely careful in giving away. Sex, at least to me, is the physical translation of the strongest emotional bond possible: love. Because of that, I have some trouble understanding how people can have casual sex, or even just go from partner to partner and not really caring about who they're doing or why.
However, I've recently come to question my decision of keeping my virginity. My girlfriend is not a virgin. She was very careful of who she had done it with, and in the end was heartbroken by him. This in itself did not and doesn't bother me at all - we all make mistakes. But then I found out a month into the relationship that she'd cheated on me and lied to me, and had had sex with the guy (whom she'd been dating for the last year). Now this is essentially what bothers me: she doesn't see sex to be as big of a deal as I do, or at least didn't. I am considering losing my virginity just so that I will stop caring about from now on. I feel that I place too much value on it and wish I weren't so sensitive/blah about it, but at the same time am extremely cautious and careful about losing it (not to say that I haven't done pretty much everything else you can possibly do and still be a virgin).
Now, she does approve of my virginity and wishes that she had been more careful in keeping hers.
So, my questions for you, smogon, are as follows (and please discuss the questions in a group fashion - I mean to start a discussion, and not simply ask for help. Convince me through your personal experiences):
Aside from these, you're welcome to comment on anything else you want. Thanks for the input ;).
I understand that this ties in somewhat with the relationship thread, but it in itself is an entirely different tangent and can create much discussion separately.
edit: Please realize that I only mentioned my girlfriend's cheating on me because it has had an effect on my view of virginity. She was not "sleeping around" - that is when a girl goes around and fucks a bunch of different guys. She had been dating another guy for over a year and had slept with him (she loved him at a certain point, and then stopped), and then as the relationship was winding down on both sides, she started dating me. I did not ask for advice on what to do about my girlfriend, and I don't want it. Obviously, I thought she was worth giving a second chance, and so far she has been. Telling me what to do about the situation is hypocritical and an insult to my intelligence.
tl;dr keep on topic.
Dear Smogon,
I am a virgin.
Now, I know that this really isn't that big of a deal, as many (or even most) of you are virgins as well. It is nothing to be embarrassed of - I openly tell all of my non-virgin friends, and am usually complimented and encouraged in return for "doing the right thing".
I am a virgin by choice. I've had the opportunity to have sex, and have chosen not to. In fact, if I wanted to in the current relationship that I'm in, then I just could. She has told me that she is ready (she is not a virgin), and I know I'm ready. I've just witheld myself because I don't know if it's something I want to do yet.
See, I've been raised in a pretty much conservative-to-the-core Christian family, and while I've strayed off quite a bit from the ways of my dad, I still hold some basic values that align with the Christian faith. One of these being the high regard of virginity. I view it as something you can only use once, something that matters a lot, something that you should be extremely careful in giving away. Sex, at least to me, is the physical translation of the strongest emotional bond possible: love. Because of that, I have some trouble understanding how people can have casual sex, or even just go from partner to partner and not really caring about who they're doing or why.
However, I've recently come to question my decision of keeping my virginity. My girlfriend is not a virgin. She was very careful of who she had done it with, and in the end was heartbroken by him. This in itself did not and doesn't bother me at all - we all make mistakes. But then I found out a month into the relationship that she'd cheated on me and lied to me, and had had sex with the guy (whom she'd been dating for the last year). Now this is essentially what bothers me: she doesn't see sex to be as big of a deal as I do, or at least didn't. I am considering losing my virginity just so that I will stop caring about from now on. I feel that I place too much value on it and wish I weren't so sensitive/blah about it, but at the same time am extremely cautious and careful about losing it (not to say that I haven't done pretty much everything else you can possibly do and still be a virgin).
Now, she does approve of my virginity and wishes that she had been more careful in keeping hers.
So, my questions for you, smogon, are as follows (and please discuss the questions in a group fashion - I mean to start a discussion, and not simply ask for help. Convince me through your personal experiences):
- Are you a virgin? If so, then why are you still one? If not, then what made you decide to lose it/give it away?
- What are your views on the idea of "casual sex" or, in general, the value of virginity? Is it something worth keeping?
- If it is, why do you think it's worth keeping? If not, justify why it's lost its value.
- Do you think there's a certain dogma about being a virgin? Is it generally accepted, approved upon, or criticized?
- If you are not a virgin, what would you say to a virgin friend who is considering giving it up? Would you encourage him to lose it or keep it, and why?
- What emotional and relational requirements do you think there are for being ready to have sex for the first time?
Aside from these, you're welcome to comment on anything else you want. Thanks for the input ;).
I understand that this ties in somewhat with the relationship thread, but it in itself is an entirely different tangent and can create much discussion separately.
edit: Please realize that I only mentioned my girlfriend's cheating on me because it has had an effect on my view of virginity. She was not "sleeping around" - that is when a girl goes around and fucks a bunch of different guys. She had been dating another guy for over a year and had slept with him (she loved him at a certain point, and then stopped), and then as the relationship was winding down on both sides, she started dating me. I did not ask for advice on what to do about my girlfriend, and I don't want it. Obviously, I thought she was worth giving a second chance, and so far she has been. Telling me what to do about the situation is hypocritical and an insult to my intelligence.
tl;dr keep on topic.