So, any tips on showing that I care/being a better boyfriend in general? Best friend and I have been trying to makes things work for a little over a month, but I repeatedly upset her by not picking up on cues when she wants emotional support and just not really showing that I care. I most certainly do care, but this kind of thing has never been easy for me and I'm seeing now just how little I do for her. Though I've told her how much she means to me, she believes that actions speak louder than words and feels that my actions paint a completely different picture. I'd like to get better at this to make her feel more important and hopefully worry less that I don't care about her.
I’ve already got some things in mind that I’ve come up with on my own, but I’d definitely appreciate any ideas/advice anyone would like to give. Thanks for any help.
Firstly, I think this is a very sweet post. It's great that you're doing your best and are interested in improving. She's lucky in that regard, and I hope that she will also do her best to communicate her wishes to you and help you improve constructively for the sake of your relationship. I think the general tone of the response(s) you've been getting is somewhat hasty -- you're doing the right thing, and I'd wait to see how your efforts to improve are received. Of course, without conjecture, we can't tell what type of person your girlfriend is or how the friction's been between you two, and so any tips we can give are only very generalised.
I'm the kind of person who conflates affectionate words with affectionate actions, but she might not be -- in general, expressing sincere sympathy if she's having a rough time should be good, though. Additionally, following up afterwards independently (remembering if something bad happens to her and asking her the next day if everything goes alright and if she wants to talk about it, of course assuming this is something she wants brought up again, going out of your way to be extra gentle and affectionate and make her feel special, etc.) will let her know you think about her, are concerned about her, and remember your conversations after you part. If you can train yourself to pick up on signs of distress and discontent in her, and if you know she's cool with hugs (or being asked if she wants hugs, or some similar gesture of affection), responding to her in such a way if she's displaying them. Just pay attention to her, and
listen listen listen to let her know you're there for her. When she's talking about how she feels, ask tactful questions to show you're interested and care and give her more opportunity to get her feelings out there. Do romantic things and propose to spend time together -- can't really give you ideas because this isn't my specialty unfortunately, you'll have to ask someone else. ;_;
Some people have trouble directly communicating their wishes -- I know this, because I'm one of them, and I'm the kind of person who sends a lot of subtext because I'm passive and have trouble asking for things (or if I do, I ask very indirectly). She may or may not be one of them. So it might be difficult for her to begin expressly asking you for things, and if you phrase it to her in a way that makes her think you're asking her to change who she is, she might get defensive, or annoyed because you don't get it. But the gradual and ongoing process of learning to communicate my desires directly has been positive, and I really do suggest letting her know exactly what you've said, and telling her that if there's any request she has of you, you might not intuitively know but if she explicitly tells you you'll be happy to consider it because you'd like to make her happy too.
Try to foster an environment where she can start to let you know how she's feeling directly and what she wants. But, again, this is gradual, and just like what you're learning to do isn't easy for you, it might not be easy for her. It's a discussion that might be worth having, though.
Good luck! Also exhausted incoherent double post but w/e