1.)
It sucks being the nice guy who goes to school prepared. There's always people who want stuff from you because they didn't come to class prepared, like looking at notes, borrowing a freakin pencil (You're going to school, how could you not bring a pencil?), and paper. These are necessary things, and while I do give the supplies to them, they just figure that they can leave their stuff at home and just ask me whenever we have the same classes together. When I say "No", they get all riled up, saying that it's just a pencil that they want. But they've had the chance to get a pencil multiple times, I mean, how hard can it be to bring a pencil to school? SCHOOL OF ALL THINGS.
I know it sounds silly, but when it's been 4 days in a row and they still haven't come prepared because they've been surfing the net, my patience wains. And of course, one day I will have forgotten a pencil, and they won't give me one of their extras because I had stopped giving them ones.
2.)
I've been emotionally depressed this past week, and I feel like crap. Seriously, I feel like incompetent idiocy wrapped up in skin. I've been messing up my sentences, getting facts wrong when asked to do stuff, and feeling like a dunce in front of everybody. I feel hurt when my friends make a sarcastic joke about something to do with me, (Like I said I'd try making a youtube channel, and one of them was like, "lol, we all know how THAT'S gonna turn out!") and I just want to be non depressed. Really, the only thing that I have that's keeping me sane is the fact that I know that I'm not that bad at art in a way. But that's not much when I've got so much stress baring down on me.
It sucks being the nice guy who goes to school prepared. There's always people who want stuff from you because they didn't come to class prepared, like looking at notes, borrowing a freakin pencil (You're going to school, how could you not bring a pencil?), and paper. These are necessary things, and while I do give the supplies to them, they just figure that they can leave their stuff at home and just ask me whenever we have the same classes together. When I say "No", they get all riled up, saying that it's just a pencil that they want. But they've had the chance to get a pencil multiple times, I mean, how hard can it be to bring a pencil to school? SCHOOL OF ALL THINGS.
I know it sounds silly, but when it's been 4 days in a row and they still haven't come prepared because they've been surfing the net, my patience wains. And of course, one day I will have forgotten a pencil, and they won't give me one of their extras because I had stopped giving them ones.
2.)
I've been emotionally depressed this past week, and I feel like crap. Seriously, I feel like incompetent idiocy wrapped up in skin. I've been messing up my sentences, getting facts wrong when asked to do stuff, and feeling like a dunce in front of everybody. I feel hurt when my friends make a sarcastic joke about something to do with me, (Like I said I'd try making a youtube channel, and one of them was like, "lol, we all know how THAT'S gonna turn out!") and I just want to be non depressed. Really, the only thing that I have that's keeping me sane is the fact that I know that I'm not that bad at art in a way. But that's not much when I've got so much stress baring down on me.