actually, pookar, it wasn't too far off from 15 mins. probably closer to 20 but yeah. me and one other were the only ones alive and we managed to finish off first mid tower and almost get the second before they were back on us. no ADs were up, unfortunately.
cathadora, i tried to help them. who says i didn't? i gave them ganks, i helped when i could. problem was they couldn't do a single thing without me. and, actually, i wasn't that far ahead of my lane before the penta. i was winning it, up a kill with first blood and way more CS, but even so that doesn't mean i can just roam around holding everyones hand while they push lane and die every 2 seconds to a shen gank they were begging for. I don't really see how you got anything about my mindset from what I said, I can admit my mistakes. No one plays a perfect game, but I played well and lost because my team mates were abysmal, that's really all I was saying. could I have carried if I played flawlessly? probably, yeah, but I did better than anyone on either team and it's really shitty to lose a game like that. Doesn't mean I think my play is perfect and can't recognize things I did wrong.